5days meetings + 3 extra days meeting....= Exhausted....

 

In fact, they are just the CUTE Ladies..but cannot bring out sth more focusing..and ..

What's meaning of lose of control...and Boring..or.....I dont know...PERHAPS

It means  I will take sth...that I have seldomly drunk before..during the meeting

It means I can redesign the Clip to make myself  happier during the meeting..

It means..I found sth..very tasty..and crazily taste it ..after the meeting

Thanks God in my heart....Really want to ..

 

二分一 的意思是一半...

本以為轉了新計劃後..可以全心全意發展...怎料...現在..需要一半作新計劃..一半作原本的位置...

這樣...一半一半..我可以怎樣分配....

真的有一半一半...

老實說..一半一半後.等於是一加一~~

實際上是...兩分..或是三分工作...

但薪金...又不會........

是否真的要完全離開才能有所改變~~

1/2... 我不要了~

Because of transferral to new project, having so called "training' before the launching of the project.  Life, happiness is being taught in the course.

Also, there is a formula to caculate the happiness...

its scentific.........

Satisfaction and Importance..

So called " CASIO"

What's my happiness pie?

God is the centre of the pie.but what abt others??

Its quite...funny and innocent that I am entitiled to be a "cool , Superior prince" who is not being touchable..... Perhaps...I can't get used to the style of their talking, greeting or....

09年03月..隨著時間而過...

這個3月有點難過... 有點重整的感覺

聽見多位好友..已經置業..心裡不禁有種...差別很大的感覺..現在...仍要住在一個連自己房子都沒有的地方...
..但租是我給的.... 有點無奈...

儲了一些錢..但..十年後才有得拿...這樣是否儲了呢..

最多的放在天國..但近月..傳導人...牧者...也有離去的意圖...開始也想..是否仍會堅持於這個家... 有點不順眼..在要學懂寬恕的同時，也需要面對自己真實的感覺...

09年3月...31天..漫漫地，又快快的過...

最近看了多本雜誌..也說...生活節奏太快...慢一點...享受一點...

活在當下..也要學習...

工作..也覺有點悶..除了..又像被騙了一次外...其實已開始不喜愛了~

繼續......生活..........繼續.......生活........

 

生於80，回顧08...

1月:

第一次回去，感到不知所措... 那個月...任性地聽著任性... 想著離開，但感謝神..讓我見到祂的作為..亦開始努力去面對....

艾齡同工退修營... 括出去的分享..感恩..是神的大能，讓我明白關係不會變...縱使已像各散東西.

MSN的對話..是我勇敢的一次.

2月:

植物堂台灣之旅...真的感恩...是神帶領我們走在一起，那四天像活了四十天..最終...流淚手心作紀念

公司飯局，作MC. 將高高層的名字讀錯..但也感謝突如期來的祝賀~

28歲的，與不同的親人，家人，同工慶祝，感恩..

3月

開始了..是一個正確的決定，當中有成長，有突破，從此妳已於我生命中，或許是痛，但已不可或缺

兄弟飯局仍能維持，但當晚同時因心病入A AND E..原來我也未必能夠負荷太多

植物堂全人迎接會長到來..會長有喜，恭喜恭喜

4月

台南之旅...別人驚訝我又到台灣，不過今次是到台南考察，MHA 7人最糟團..更為各人編了動人故事...

謝謝妳的接機，各同事見了也大讚美得很..

5月

植物堂來個短聚，感謝神.

妳出席了大車的生日

上集完.

 

Chain REaction.....................

No time to response

Having running nose...for almost 21days...

consulting doctor finally to pick up my healthy body

having hair-dressing... Leo(HAIR STYLIST<---look professional) expressed that short hair is the most suit... looking slimmer again.....(he,in fact , I had "BIG" head, long hair just make my head look bigger") ...I pick up my "style"..but don't like to be described as ZAC KOO......... again..

having been MORNING PRAYER MEETING again,, thanks for my beloved encouragement, I seem to pick up my spiritual life...

....BUT..still missing my dancing lesson,,,feeling frustrated that I cannot dance with them... coz I afraid my left foot ,hurt by one wooden...thing last night, will be more trouble.....


DRUG has his effect................... noow....Z Z Z................

After being promoted (in fact,really regret............... almost 1 and 1/2 years,), my post is called Aftercare Service Worker..which means I will be specific into providing Aftercare service...but this is JUST a title..Coz..I need to do lots of the works..............

I really found that I should entitled to be ALL CARE WORKER...

However, I feel really tired being as all care worker ( not only my work..also..my life)........

I feel imbalanced. feel suffered, feel tired,feel powerless when life is unpredictable......Perhaps...I have some relational problem with my GOD...SIGH.

Sigh!!!!!!